I own a small apartment that I inherited from my parents. Because of that, I’m not eligible for legal aid. I still don’t have any money in my bank account. He’s got the means to keep fighting. I don’t know how I’m going to make it. I’m so angry… and the fear of losing my kids keeps gnawing at me.  This system that’s supposed to protect us has turned into a labyrinth and I keep losing my way.